missing you

im missing you. im missing you. this is crazy. after what we had, i keep missing you like hell and it's not right. i shouldn't be missing you. i cannot miss you. why? cause i can't do anything when i am. i don't know what you did but you seem to always walk across my brain and dancing in my head. this is crazy. i gotta admit, i feel so much for you and i can't deny the way im feeling. im just so into you and you know that. but it's uncool, cause you're not there. you're not there when i need you, when im at my lowest point, when im having your moment which happens every fucking minute, when i have so much stories to tell and share, when i just want someone to laugh with, when i just want you to be there, i just can't have you all the time. it sucks you know? it really does. but it's okay, im already used to it. im used to the fact that sometimes we just can't have things going the way we want them to.
i just miss you.