im a loner?

it's already 1.03 in the morning and i am still up doing this stupid blog. well, it's not stupid but just, i dont know something someone like me would do, a loner? i can't really call myself a loner but yea i'd like to think myself as that. anyways, what's up? it's my first time doing a blog which i never had the intention of doing so. tonight is just, too plain for me to just sit around and wait for the time to hit bed. soo, let's go to what i'd been through today. i skipped work, thanks to the lovely diorrhea (which ihttp://munamj.blogspot.com/m so glad i had it today) since i was so lazy to get up and get neat for work. it's so relieving to see Kak Ina doing her everyday chores downstairs. haven't had her for almost a month and i gotta admit, i missed her, i did really. so yea farrah came by around 2ish and i was just glad to see her after few days eventhough she interrupted my beauty evening sleep -_- talking about farrah, she's a lovely cousin of mine and i love her to death. you dig me, TO DEATH ok? she's the best cousin everyone could ever ask for trust me. btw couz, about what happened lastnight, im really sorry it happened. somehow you just can't have everything you want in this world. i know he means alot to you but what can you do when you don't mean anything to him anymore? sometimes you have to give and take, you need to let go. im always here to cheer you up, and you know that partneeerrr ;) we are still up for your malay guys game!