why does it feel so right

cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
and i breathe you, into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause i love you, whether it's wrong or right
and though i can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side

torn

a part of me wants to leave you alone.
a part of me wants for you to come home.
a part of me says i'm living a lie,
and i'm better off without you.
a part of me says to think it through.
a part of me says I'm over you.
a part of me wants to say goodbye.
a part of me is asking why...
a part of me wants to leave.
but a part of me wants to be here with you.
and everytime i think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
and you got me just torn.
torn in between the two.
cause i really want to be with you.
but something's telling me i should leave you alone
there were no issues when we started out.
it was cool.
it was everything that love's about.
but something happened.
plus i'm feeling so burnt out.
i can't understand you now
a part of me says it's all my fault.
a part of me says "they ain't what you want."
a part of me says to get my bags.
a part of me says i can't do that.
so many times i... i was ready to go.
so many times i... i had my foot out the door
so many times I... i thought to give you a chance, thought you'd be a better person
now i'm sitting here and i'm so confused.
cause i keep fighting myself for you.
i don't know how much more i can take but i can't feel this way
you just got me so torn

bidadari

dengarkanlah wahai bidadari
seandainya kau sudi
walaupun kau tak mungkin cintai diri ini
namun aku mahu kau tahu
setiap malam kau ku rindu
walaupun terluka kau masih ku cinta

the truth

i know you inside out
i know all your curves and swerves
i know every mark and scar on you
i have seen you in ways like nobody has
there is no reason for me to not want you more than anything else
i love you like no else does.

meh

why am i so feeling-less right now? tak suka ah.
maybe im already tired and done of all these craps and shits
you punya pasal la ni. look what you've done darling..