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you

Here I am now sitting thinking about you, nothing but you. I've been spending days and nights with you for almost a month and I never felt so close to someone like it's been with you. you were there, through my roughest, wildest nights, through my most plain nights yet you never left. never found excuses to leave me. being with you, completes my days. i would never want another companion. we've gone through a lot to just walk away and forget. you've had me on my lowest breakdown, you've had me on my loudest tone, and definitely you've had me when i'm being myself. I guess you're starting to see what I am like, and vice versa. knowing you is not a regret though it's never been the best solution. I'm going to miss, sneaking out the house to just get some roti canai, nasi lemak or even McD and eat them while watching the big screen. I'm going to miss, your 'are you okay?' whenever you see me keeping myself shut when we're hanging out. I'm going to miss, snuggling up with you on bed. I'm going to miss, keeping your mouth shut when you talk too much. I'm going to miss, driving your car like mad and have you shouting at my ears. I'm going to miss, all the pillow talks we have while cuddling each other to sleep. I'm going to miss, having you next to me when I wake up and sniffing the morning smell off your forehead. I'm going to miss, going all over the town to find whatever you're craving for and I really think it's pretty cute to watch you eating them full mouthed :) I'm going to miss a lot of things though, from the biggest to the smallest thing. cause to me whatever you're happy doing is making me happy as well. I'm going to love you and I don't think I'll be needing another one anytime soon so just sit back and relax cause you got me right where you want me. just call me whenever, or wherever and I'll be there, through all the storms and weathers. I love you baby.

Pixie Lott - Use somebody

S.U

you opened my heart and you closed it back. you're nothing different than the others. THANKS.

officially missing you

listening to some songs really is reminding me of you. it's almost a year past now but everything about you is still growing in my mind. I miss, sharing the same favourite songs with you. i could listen to any songs, from rock to pop to electro to country songs and even to Micheal Buble and had you singing along with me. we could spend a night together by just downloading clips from Youtube and watch them till we fell asleep. I miss, going out to the town to just eat sushi, and buying groceries for our home. I miss hearing you nagging about the prices, and how we had to cut out some from the list to lower down the budget and you'd do anything even spending nearly hours at a station just to make sure you're buying only the ones needed. I just miss having you taking control of everything. I miss travelling with you. going back to Kl from Kuantan and vice versa just to have your works printed out. I didn't mind wasting my whole day just for you, or for your works. I had the best of time going anywhere with you, to Kl, to Taman Negara, to Kota Bharu, to wherever it was. you pushed everything away just to go with me, just to go wherever I wanted to. you're up for anything, you're the best companion ever. I miss you. I still remember you telling me, no one could ever resist you. now I understand why.. you're the best they could ever ask for, and I am really really glad to have been with you even if it was for a short while.

reminiscing the past

those simple words hit so hard,
they turned my whole world upside down,
girl, you caught me completely off guard,
on that night you said to me,
I just don't love you no more

Jonny Craig

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING HOT?

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