did you know?

how i wished you knew, that i miss the old us. where we were so excited of eachother, so caring about our love. i wonder how we lost them, when we are so truly in love. tell me, how. i remember us being so excited and happy whenever we're meeting eachother, how we wished time wasn't going that fast so we didn't have to say good bye at the end. i miss falling asleep by your side, kissing you all over the places just before closing my eyes, waking up to your side with you hugging me, kissing your cheeks and smell the morning smell of yours on your forehead. i miss too, making love to you with our sexy moves and ended them up cuddling and laughing together about our things. i miss laying down on bed with you everynight, without doing anything but just lay down and feel the warmth of your body. do you remember how we used to watch scary movies at night, just the two of us with food all over the floor? it's just so different now. you used to crawl down and snug beside me whenever you saw me laying down. you used to play songs with your guitar for me. you used to lay your head on my lap when you saw me on computer. we used to have fun in the bathroom together, and went out for dinner with smiles on our faces, left people wondering why. we used to irritate everyone around us with our happiness. looking at you now on your desk, reminds me of nothing but my deep love for you. we were just so good. nothing bad, no tears no harm, just love and laughs. i just miss all those small things we used to do. time is running so fast now and we don't have much time to just let it pass without spending it. how i wished you knew sayang, how i wished you knew the reason of me being here. i am here, for you. no other reasons.