just for you

do you know that i am crazy for you? i sayang you sangat-sangat, i can never imagine myself without you. sounds cliche kan, but i can't lie, that's what i am really feeling towards you. it is so real and true i hardly believe it myself. i am listening to slow songs, reminding me of our slow night before. you, me and smooth slow songs, nothing else. how we wished we were next to eachother, falling onto our backs with arms cuddling around eachother. i can't wait to start my days with you. i know, me going there to you isn't a bad move at all since that's what i've been wanting for a long time, since that's what i need to complete my days. you tau i tak boleh berpisah dengan you, tak boleh berjauhan dengan you even for a day or else i akan meragam. i hate it, i hate it for hurting you just because i want you. it's just plain stupid. but i can't help it b. i want you so much that i just need you next to me all the time. the thoughts of what's going to happen in the future are hurting and killing me inside but i know that you are always going to be there for me for as long as you live. so i am going to leave the sad thoughts aside for now and enjoy my every bit with you. i love you. i know you do too. and i know you do it like no one else does.