what patience brings you

remember how i used to be all fucked up because of you? how i didn't sleep at night, how i never had dry eyes, how i had my heart fighting for you every night, wondering what was best for me, and what was best for you. hard to believe how i kept my 6 months for you, kept everything off it's way just for you, just for us. how i waited for your text every second, how i waited for night to begin just to hear your voice, how i always wondered how you were doing back then. now everything is paid off. God has listened to my prayers, and finally sacrifices His little time to grant my wish. i have you now. i have you with me now. i have you just for my own now and never. i am never asking more. why am i, when the only thing i ever want is all mine. saying how happy i am won't be enough, will never be enough. i get to see you everyday, i get to talk to you every minute i want, i get to have you every second. my 6 months wait is worth a lifetime. ILY b. more than ever now. :)